Happy Legal,

Alright I promised SueSue that I'll write an effin long blog. So here we go.

Last 5days, me and Krista went to Suonenjoki (a very small town), Krista's ex's sister's house. The house is seriously in the middle of nowhere, very quiet though, I really like it. The "city" has only 7800 people in it, and I keep on wondering, why do they call it a city, by the way? I can't get it. And they call Siilinjärvi, with 20 000 people, a TOWN? Shoot me. (Alright I'm keeping this story short, because it's not that interesting..but I had fun with the family!) Super couple, cute kids.

The strawberry cityTold you, in the middle of nowhereKrista with Jakko and Helmi

JakkoHelmi. It means "pearl"
Okay fine, he forced me to -___-"

Alright, now the fun story starts. On Friday, July 24th, Krista, Heli, and myself took the train to Tampere (100times bigger than Suonenjoki. Big city) It took us about 4hours to get there. On the train..I met this one grandma. She was so nice. I was just sitting beside her, and asked Krista to tell her that she looks like a very nice grandmother. About 30minutes later, she came to us, with a bible on her hand..asked Krista to translate something from it. It was about the afterlife. Kiamat. She was holding my hands all the way, and said that she believes in it. I believe it, of course. I can barely describe that moment. It was, speechless. About 36years ago, she said she met Jesus, and from that moment, she was insanely devoted to her religion. She said she was fooling God, fooling life. That moment changed her.

Okay, penat dah berbahasa. Aku sepatutnya tidur dekat rumah makcik Krista, tapi rumah dia ada anjing, maka, aku bertukar arah. Tumpang rumah kakak Jussi, 2 orang kakak dia. For two nights. Once we got there, we had our lunch, and then, SHOPPING! :) :) :) :) Last week was the Flower Festival, which is again, an experience for me. Then walked with Jussi to her sisters' place. That night, we watched a spanish movie "Orponakoti" I guess, a horror movie. Very sad though. Then the clock strikes 12! We went straight to sleep.

"Happy birthday", itu sahaja aku mampu cakap kat diri aku. Maka, berjela-jela lah sms yang masuk ke dalam handphone aku. Number maxis pun sama. *terima kasih kerana mengingati rakan-rakan!* Maka, bertukarlah aku daripada remaja, ke alam dewasa. CEWAH! The best sms-es I got were from my sister, Sireen and a good friend of mine, Nadira. Thankyou. You guys carved tons of smiles on my face.

The day has come! 18 baby, legal 18. Tak terasa sangat besar pun. Rasa macam anak umi je lagi? Haha. We went to Särkänniemi, an ammusement park. (You can check the link at the end of this blog if you want to) I HAD FUN! Malas nak cerita, apa lagi orang buat dekat park park macam Genting tu, apa lagi, semua ride aku naik lah. Hehehe. Best birthday! (Well better than my past 5years birthdays)

Go Tampere!

The park.

Basicly, 30% of the city.And this too.Lapar.The Tampere Wheels.

Probably, the best doughnut in town!Dolphins, anyone?Part of the coaster ride.TrombiiiiSärkänniemi :)

The next day, head home. Sampai2 je, Minna Markus and Oona left to Minna's sister's house. So they left me and Krista home. Lepas Maghrib, tiba-tiba ada nak dekat 20 orang sampai rumah. What else? Birthday party. Hadiah banyak. All my friends came. Okay, I can't find words to describe what I feel. Speechless like, seriously. I had the greatest time, while I'm here. I made it great. He made it great. Thankyou, to everyone, for everything.

Thanks Minna, for the delicious birthday cake!
Birthday girl :) :)
What about, a birthday wish from The Times?

Or Bunkface, is that better?

*Thanks Kechek and his Girlfriend Iera, for these awesomenessssss. I can't ask for more.*

I had fun. Thanks Umi. Thanks Abah! Love you.
And btw, this is the link :
http://www.sarkanniemi.fi/www/index.php?lang=en

Birthday girl, Maisara

Cassandra's Dream,

Baru tengok cerita lakonan Colin Farrell dan dia memang...memang...memang..*speechless*

1) Jahat, tapi nak kenal.
2) Macam innocent tapi dalam waktu yang sama, agak liar.
3) Cara dia hisap rokok membuat aku jatuh melutut ke muka bumi.
4) Cara dia cakap, loghat bahasanya, membuat aku senyum sorang-sorang.
5) Dia tak patut clean and steady, dia patut simple ganas.
6) Mata, kening dan mulut beliau seakan-akan Muhamed Faisal (ehem)

p/s : Pacat, tolong jangan perasan. Hehe.

The oh-so-in-love-with-ColinFarrell, Maisara

Jyväskylä,

Hot city, hot guys!

Spent the whole weekend in Jyväskylä, 2hours from my place. It's a student city I supposed? Banyak university kt sini. Pergi mana-mana je, Ya Allah ramainya jejaka tampan (sebab Siilinjärvi harapan nak jumpa orang handsome). Orang yang duduk sini (Krista) pun kata benda sama. Dia semakin galak dan mulutnya sentiasa terbuka kalau ada jejaka berjalan sebelahnya. *geleng kepala*

HARI INI ENTRI MELAYU CAMPUR INGGERIS. My blog, my problem :p

Oh, sampai-sampai je sini, terus pergi go-cart. And btw, this is where the Rally competition was born..about few years back. Ala, game Playstation yang Rally tu. Yes, I've seen the tracks, the place, the game. Weeheee.

Heh, then we went to the city, bought something for myself. Then we walked like, 2km to the hotel, which is VERY far for me since I hate walking, but I did it! The hotel view was awesomely heaven. Our room was viewing the lake, pretty large lake. B-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l ! Took a walk at the so-called-beach, then went back. Penat. Heh.


The next morning, (this is a highlight for Abah) I went to Green Land, I wish you were here. The place's like, trees, flowers and garden heaven ! Big. Hotter than your Mahta or that agricultural something tu.

Seeds anyone?

30m, tiny part of this place.

Went home. Straight away to Satu's bbq party. Great night.

Great weekend.

More n more love, Maisara

10days to go baby,

And I'll turn LEGAL. I mean, L-E-G-A-L !

18!
Lapan belas tahun!
Kahdeksantoista!
Eighteen baby, eighteen!

Harini nak tulis entry Melayu. Tulis sekadar main-main. Bahasa Melayu aku tidaklah berapa nak best tapi aku bangga.

Aku tengah berada dalam gelora. Maksud aku gelora jiwa. Tapi bapak aku kata jangan fikir tentang hati dan jiwa atau, kawin (???) Bah, bila masa adik fikir / cakap pasal kawin? Malu la kalau cani :p

Rindu,
Salah ke kalau orang ada perasaan? Salah ke kalau orang kata "Hey, aku rindu kamu" ? Salah ke kalau aku cakap aku rindu? Tak kan? Tapi lagi pedih bila orang yang dirindui tu, tak balas. "Oh ye ke?", "Rindu kau juga", atau "Oh..." pun dah okay bagi aku, daripada diam tak ada berita. Lagi pedih.

Namun,
Aku ada banyak kemungkinan kenapa kau tak balas. Jangan risau, aku pernah menjadi kau juga. Ini kemungkinan yang aku ada :
1) Kau memang nak aku blah dari hidup kau.
2) Kau dah rasa meluat atau bahasa Kuantannya, menyekik.
3) Kau soal kenapa sekarang? (Aku sendiri, TAK TAHU)
4) Kau tertanya-tanya kenapa aku masih sibuk sedangkan kau tengah move on.
5) Kenapa aku feeling2 sedangkan kau tak rasa apa-apa.

.. Aku malas nak sambung, nanti beratus-ratus kemungkinan aku kasi.

Aku baru dapat tahu sms-sms yang dia kasi dulu nak dekat sama dengan lagu Tommy Reeve - Sorry. Mungkin dia dengar lagu tu, lalu sms kepada aku. Barangkali. Aku dengar, entah macam mana air terkeluar dari mata lah. *terdiam*

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Dan dia buat aku baca sms-sms dia yang aku save, berjuta kali, mulai pagi tadi. Ergh.

Aku harap kau bahagia.

p/s : Umi, Abah, abaikan entry ni :)

-___-", My

Greatest,

I had one of the best weekend in my life.

I went to a place, Krista's aunt's house, Minna's sister's crib, about 1 hour and 30 minutes by car, from our house. It is by far, one of the most beautiful places I have ever been ! The place was just, mesmerizing, on how He can create such great scenery.

The house was just by the lake, they had a smoke sauna (which is like, the tradition for Finns) Well, it was old. And I've never been in a sauna since I got here. I don't really like it. The smoke made the whole place black, and it smells kind of funny. And they had a boat, named by their daughter, "Maria". Sweet. We had lunch by the lake, Ani (Minna's sister) made the most delicious rasberry pies, ever.

I went fishing! For the first time in my life! And it wasn't that bad actually. I thought it would be very boring yada yada yada, but it was kinda fun ! FISH = KALA. I was shouting "kala kala come here come onnnn" all the way. Haha. First 10minutes, I got my first fish! It was the biggest we've caught. And the view, was just superb. The sunset was breathless. Krista's uncle was superr nice. And I had fun! That's the best part.

Here are some photos for this beautiful trip. The house is like in the middle of nowhere.

Peter, preparing lunch.

Smokinggg saunaaa.

The lake. AHHH

His house. Superb view.

Ani's strawberry cake. Yummy!

My lunch :)

The whole fam.


My first !

And..

"The shining of the sun,
On my midnight summer,
I wish I couldn't run,
Stay here forever.

With the ways and the wills,
I have my faiths,
One of the best part of my life,
I shall say in grace." -Maisara

love, M

Happy Birthday,

Dedicated to Alisa @ Allu !

Okay, today I went to Kuopio with the family. Met Ebtisem, her husband has a pizzaria ! And so I ate one big chicken pizza today ! Yummy ! And went to a mosque here, prayed my Zuhur.

I'm tired, now, as we speak. It is 2am over here.
I am now at Anni's place, celebrating Alisa's birthday. They are all singing Singstars from PS2, and I can't sleep ! We are here for almost 7hours now, and I don't know what time will I go to sleep today. A longgggggg day.

I miss my mom ! :)

Maisara ;)

Hello Monday,

I woke up early, Krista asked me to. We went to Kuopio (again) with Hayley, Krista's bestfriend. She got her June salary, and she spent it all. I mean, ALL. I bought something for myself..but yeah, 2 for 10euro, and I'm happy I bought them. Heh.

Now the story starts..
Krista and Hayley were in a shoe store. I was so tired, so I went out..to sit. I was trying to get my phone and I saw a beautiful girl with a scarf on her head, walking in front of me. First thing in my head was "Jackpot! A muslim!". So I greet her.

I was trying to find halal meat, and I haven't ate meat, or chicken for almost 10days. (That's what I told her). She was shocked! But she was in a hurry, she gave me her number.

Her name is Ebtisem. She lives in Kuopio. She's married.
And the best part is, she is willing to buy the meat or chicken for me..and send it to my house! Alhamdulillah ! Another superb Finn woman.

I am damn lucky !

That's all for Monday. Gotta spend the night at Hayley's ! Mwah !

Yours truly, Maisara

Minä rakastan sinua,

It means "I love you"

I've been learning Finnish for this whole week. I'm quite good now. Somehow I can understand some of the conversations. Nice huh? This family that I'm staying with..they're so very nice. Somehow Markus is just like Abah. Minna is 80% Umi. Krista is 90% myself. And Oona is 100% opposite of Balqis except for the fact that she talks a lot. Just like my baby sister :)

Today I went to Krista's theatre practice. Damn, she was good in acting. Very very good. I had a shock when Krista actually cried when I sang Dan Sebenarnya by Yuna. I was playing Markus's guitar alone at the studio in the house. I didn't notice that the whole family was behind me..listening. They were terribly shocked (I don't know if its my singing..or something) I think it wasn't that bad.

And so Markus asked me to record some songs. So I did! I did Like a Star by Corrine Bailey Rae and my own song, Sick Pain. It was fun. He was reaaaally into it. The songs turned out, nice.. I supposed? Hehe.

Okay. GTG! Gonna watch American Beauty with Krista and Alisa (Krista's bestfriend)

Much love, Maisara